​The idea of the threshold, which was very important in past centuries, was one of the most important moments if someone wished to go forward. Anyone who goes forward cannot escape the threshold. —Michael Chekhov

April is the cruelest month, is how T. S. Eliot's heavy post-pandemic line goes. Death jumbled with birth, the necessity of joy and purpose undercut by the awareness of ruin and abuse. I'm not the only one with this line in my head lately.

April is the threshold month, too. Whatever the origin of threshold, it names the passage from one time or space to another. So last month I tied up some things and let them go, and this month I begin new things. For the next year, I commit to my creative work. A scary thing to say out loud, especially now, when the performing arts are in a deep freeze. But when actors are told to make strong choices, that's advice for living, and not just under imaginary circumstances.

Michael Chekhov insisted his students cross the threshold before beginning class or rehearsing, taking a few minutes to get quiet and call in the atmosphere of creating together. My Chekhov technique teachers, all of them, typically talk us through crossing the threshold. We each do it in our own way. It can be done in a few minutes, or a few weeks, or months. Actor—the one profession named for the human doing.

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"The unknown is like clay. You can make different things out of it." I've been turning this thought over for a couple of weeks now. It was spoken by Sayda Trujillo in a workshop on clowning she was teaching with Marjolein Baars for the Michael Chekhov Association (MICHA). Adopting the clown perspective, I make everything around me into a thingamabob. The unknown becomes my playmate and my partner instead of a big scary monster.

I guess everyone is feeling forward into the unknown in their own way, but from what I've heard, a lot of us have had the experience of "hitting a wall" and finding that we couldn't go on, even if changing things up means risk. So in honor of spontaneity, taking the leap, improvisation, the unexpected, the unknown, Happy Fool's Year. I'll be sharing my experiences and wish you courage.